I wanted him so
I wouldn’t let go
It wasn’t love
It wasn’t lust
I had to win
You weren’t going to take him from me
You played dirty
So I couldn’t play fair
I had time on my side
Always in his head even when I wasn’t there
You cried and I smiled
Thought it’d do you good to taste
the same pain for a while
I played karmas role
You deserved it for breaking up my happy home
Or so I hoped
Truth be told
I knew it was ending awhile ago
You wanted him so
You wouldn’t let go
It was love
It was lust
But I had to win
You weren’t going to take him from me
He’s alone
And you’re not in love
You try so hard
But it’s not the same
He’s the only one who made you feel that way
But you smile and it works for a while
And late nights he’s not sure if he should dial
Thinking you are in a better place
Your face is still the last thing he sees before bed
But
I wanted him so
I wouldn’t let go
It wasn’t love
It wasn’t lust
You didn’t take him from me
But it was with you that he was meant to be